ever s0 sweet...

wow longg time

2005-06-27T03:57:03Z

well its been a long time since i've updated-- well id feel like sayin everythin but ill sum everything up. Well softballs over.. schools over and its the SUMMER!!! summer o5' BITCHES!! oh hell ya its gonna be fuckin awesome. LBI o5 is gonna happen and it will be amazing

but ya um lets talk a lil about april-june shall we... well spring break was awesome... yes it was for many reasons
1. hang out w/ the best friends ever!
2. met new guys who r so fuckin awesome
3. i hu w/ 3 guys in 1 week and 2 grls(dont ask)
4. i got so fuckin wastedd!!! haha it was awesome

but ya lets talk about number 3 shall we. Well i met this kid... who were not gonna talk aboutt. Um ya so i hu w/ doug omfg is he amazing or waaat-- so good if i say so myself lol. but then there was dan... oh dan dan the fuckin douche bag man lol. Well basically i met and hu w/ him at alli's party which was a friday. That sunday after we hung out and hu again and he asked me out. So we went out then things got complicated and my family wouldnt let me see him so we decided to be "together" then ppl kept askin wat we were so we told me we were juss friends but we were still "together" and it was onli between me and him (and sam and alli) then that didnt work and we were juss friends and hu. THen all shit happened and rumors went around and juss recently we called it all off. But u kno wat im over him and i hate him b/c of soem of the shit he said to me. but its done and over w/ and im realli happy.

But idk now im confused about some shit and i have feelings for an old friend and i told him but i mean idk wats goin on there and idk wats gonna happen but well have to find that out sooner or later....

BUt moving on- everythin else is pretty good i cant realli complain but i wanna send a special shout out to sammi...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BITCH!!!!! finally 15 thank god -- i've onli been 15 forever!
i must say bein 15 is awesome - alot of crazy shit has happened when i was 15 (and i still am for 6 more months) but ya happy b-day babe LOVE U SO MUCH! and u better get off ur grounding b/c its fuckin SUMMER o5'!!!!!

well im gg maybe ill update my life durin the summer im not sure but for now

PEACE OUT !
♥

x0babi_j0x @ 2005-04-18T19:38:00

2005-04-19T00:04:39Z

well its been a month and im bored so i decided to update about my wonderful life...

well actually life has been pretty good. I cant complain but i could change it a lil. I mean im startin to get all pissed/depressed/tired/moody all the time. And honestly i do kno somethings up but the other part idk wat is wrong w/ me.

well anyway umm.. my grades are realli good. Im pretty sure im gettin stright A's and B's-- cha bicthes!! haha see a lil hard work can get u far in life... well at least grade wise. Softball is alright i mean i love it so0 much but i suck. Like one day ill be amazing and ill hit great and make awesome plays but the next day its like "wow is this my first time ever playing softball" so idk wats up. I mean i try so hard and i give it my all but it doesnt seem to do anything. I mean i dont start and i dont realli play. If i play its for 2 innings the mosta dn i dont usually hit. But hey this is a practice year for me and i mean im happy juss to be on JV. Plus im thinkin about gettin softball lessons-- mi madre said i could.. but i have to pay =/ w/e i got money...

Anyway moving on from grades and sprots. Friends. An interesting subject mgiht i say. hah but ya gettin good. I realli dont give a crap if i only have like 6 or 7 friends. I mean ya i onli hang out w/ like 4 or 5 of them but they're my bestfriends and i mean we juss have our own lil group and our own fun.

well it think this past weekend was by far the best. Friday night was awesome. The original plan was goin to west paterson for a carnival which was supposed to be me sammi melis lindsey and becca. But plans got fucked up and instead me sammi and alli hung out. We went to pilgrum for dinner then we were supposed ot go to a movie but didnt. We juss hung in the parking lot and made some prank calls. Then evan kay and lynn were there and we were chillin. Me ev and sam were tlakin on our own and working shit out. Then kay alli and lynn were talkin to all these guys. Well i did somethin that i havnt since summer. I mean god it was good but idk i wont be doin that too much but i will again prob. so friday was a funn night

Sat- was better besides the 9:15 practice. @ 2 me sam melis and lindsey went to rockaway mall. I got 2 cuute skirts. I luv them. Then we went to dinner at fortes and then a movie at like 7:15. We saw fiver pitch. Omg that was sucha great movie. I loved it. It was kinda sad... i almost cried ='[. Then after we were gonna go bowling w/ becca and some of her friends but we couldnt b/c it was like 9 and too 'late' w/e it wasnt late. Then we went back to my house and juss chilled. sam melis and lindsey ended up sleepin over. That was fun. WE juss talked about all the hot guys in our school and talked about other shit. That was a great day. I actually had a full life adn busy day on saturday. I think that was an amazing day/night. thanx for the great time grls <3 sam melis and lindsey

haha so ya guess who decided to IM me. thats right... alissa. That fucking retard IMed me and was like "i miss being friends w/ u-- we used to have so much fun" blah blah blah im a retarded bicth w/ no friends im fucking three guys at once. NO I DONT THINK SO. I kno wat ur all thinkin.. im a bitch. But im realli not... she started this... she caused this and she asked for this. w/e all i kno is that were done... im sry i wont be her friend. I have friends .. great friends and i plan on keeping them.

well ya i got nothing else to say. UM ya thats my life... wouldnt u wanna live it? hahah no

im outtie <3 me

x0babi_j0x @ 2005-03-19T14:43:00

2005-03-19T19:52:25Z

well i havnt updated in like 2 weeks and im bored so i decided to update. Um well lifes pretty good.. actually realli good. I made JV softball cha! im so0 happy. The other day i said my life was complete...makin jv softball. But now i think twice about it and its realli not complete. Theres things i want in life that i dont have and cant have. But im stoppin myself from wanting what i want and wanting wat i cant have...

anyway... um well nuttin else to reali say - weekends are becoming realli boring. Whether its someone grounded or juss not able to figure out wat to do in this god damn town. I seriously hate this town. I realli do. I mean theres nothing to do. And nowhere to go.

i want spring so0 bad... im so sick and tired of winter. Im sick of jeans and sweatshirts. I wanna wear cute lil skirts and shirts. I cant wait till spring and summer b/c i hate winter. And sam i promise when spring comes and we go to the mall ill buy clothes lol. But i mean its so0 much easier shoppin for skirts then jeans... idk my body's fucked up and im smaller sizes in skirts which i lovee.

well im home on sat b/c i was supposed to go to my dads today and my brother calls him and i guess he forgot to tell us he was in atlantic city..? so ya now im home and bored and im guessin tongihts another night home b/c sam mgiht go meet mike. Im realli happy for u sam but i mean idk we were supposed to see the ring together but w/e... dont realli matter i guess...

well im gg b/c im bored and im gonna watch some sex and the city b/c i have nothing better to do... so if u wanna be nice and call me with plans that would be great

xox
<3 me

x0babi_j0x @ 2005-03-03T16:35:00

2005-03-03T21:32:01Z

so0 yaa im upset b/c im not meetin jay tomorrow =[ but were hangin out next friday. Tomorrows my first softball practice. IM nervous but at the same time excited b/c i lovee softball...its my favorite sport. Um so ya yesterday and today was teranova... math was pretty easy i think i did good but english was kinda hardish. It was too much reading for me and i took forverr. UGH testing is over!! well at least until finals. OMG i cant believe we only have like 4 and 1/2 months left of school then summer CHA bitches!! haha cant wait.

So ya sam dont worry about anythin i mean if u let this bother u its gonna kill u forever. Ya i kno boys do suck...sometimes. But he'll come around and it'll be all good but i think u sound realli talk to him.. im always here for u not matter wat love you bestfriends for life <33

well i was bored and took this survey _ enjoy <3 ||
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Ultimate Opposite Sex Survey (for girls)
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--Your Favorite--
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--Have You Ever--
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updatin b/c im b0red..

2005-03-01T21:44:49Z

so ya we juss got done w/ vacation... this was a good one for me..

monday- i went to the mall w/ sammi and alli. WE tryed on some dresses... omg i love that black one i tryed on.. u can go to my mysapce and look at the pic.. but then we juss shopped around.. didnt buy anythin of course b/c i never do... then we juss hung out at macy's startbucks and took pictures and talked _ tehn we went to sammi's house and took some more pictures and hung out.. it was a realli funn day and i needed it

tuesday- i stayed home and was on the phone like allll day w/ sammi alli and michael... it was fun i didnt realli mind stayin home juss as long as i had ppl to talk to

wed- omg wed was so0 muchh funn- well me sam and alli went to mandees... and i didnt buy anythin once again- then we went out to dinner at pilgrum.. omg it was soo funni.. we were hangin out then i got realli hyper b/c i was eatin lemons and sugar omg those r so0 gooood.. haha i want one right now... then we went to the movies were these 2 cars filled w/ hott guys were like following and honkin at us and like sayin stuff out the window.. haha that was funni... then we were hangin out at the thearter adn we saw tony! omg i havnt seen him in forever...he got kinda cute-- so ya then we went and saw hitch-- a realli good movie... then after that sammi slept over adn we juss were hangin out. We had soem strawberry dacquori's and we were takin pictures and makin videos... aww and we woke michael up at like 1;30 and he had school the next day.. haha i felt so00 bad but its his fault b/c we told him to turn off his phone- then we juss watched about last night and passed out at 6;30

thursday- i stayed home b/c i was soo tired and i watched the o.c.. cha!-- so ya then i went into a chat w/ sam and alissa b/c alissa wanted to talk and i was kinda yellin at alissa for how badly she treated alex... but she so deserved it. So i told her the truth- i figured alex wouldnt so i would. And then after like 30 mins of yellin and screamin her mom decides to call me mom... i was a lil scared b/c im so afriad of sue. So my om comes runnin downstairs and shes not realli mad shes like ' ya kno im so sick of havin parents calling me about u' ahah thats right this has happened to me many times.. of course.. but my mom didnt realli care.. b/c she doesnt give a shit wat other parents ahve to say about me b/c i tell my mom the truth. Yes i told my mom i wa yellin at alissa but i also told her y-- b/c she treated alex like shit and he could have gone to the hospital several times b/c she gives him health problems. So ya basically im not talkin to alissa even tho she still trys to talk to me.. so were not friends anymore and i dont think were gonna be. Oh and i dont want ppl thinkin im the bad person b/c im not it was mostly her and it realli was... so ppl can think wat they want but if u want the truth come to me or sam

friday- well friday was kinda boring durin the day-- i stayed home then i went to sams at like 7 and me and alli sleptover... we were takin pictures omg it was soo much funn.. check them out at mine sam and alli's myspace... but omg it was so much fun.. later me and sam were bein crazy ass mofo's and gettin all horny/hyper/crazyy-- ahah it was amazing- god we r crazyy... we basically were chillin that ngiht but bein crazp-- our sleepovers r always amazing... ahha so0 much funn-- we finally went to sleep at like 4... which is early for us

sat-- went home at like 2;30 and was realli sick... stayed home and was bored

sun- still realli sick... i was in bed allll day -- literally

mon- stayed home from school and was realli realli sick... stayed in bed again-- but me and sam talked that night for awhile adn i wasnt that bored anymore

today- its a snow day adn of course im sick home adn bored but im chattin w/ my bestfriends sammi and alli... but im still sick but im alot better... being in bed for 2 days realli helps

omg im soo excited... im hangin out w/ jay friday haha cha!! he saw my picture and he thinks im hot and wants to hang =] wow when alli told me yesterday that totallu made my day.. i cnt wait.. im so excited... but i still realli wanna meet demetri... like realli bad so hopfully i'll hang out w. him soon.. so ya sammi's gonna meet mike this weekend! cah for sammi!!!! haha i cant wait to meet mike.. hes like the coolest kid everr

so also friday is softball tryouts.. i cant wait for softball.. i mean i could use another like month break from a sport but im still realli excited b/c i lovee softball.. its my favorite sport-- so ya cant waitt

well wow this is a longg entry so im gg

` lifes takin a turn for the best... <3

x0babi_j0x @ 2005-02-21T14:22:00

2005-02-21T19:22:37Z

heyy its been a while-- um alot has happened

basketball is finally over- thank god! i mean im gonna miss the team and the sport but prob. not the coach... next up is softball. I cant wait for softball. Its my favorite sport b/c im actually pretty good at it. And i kno i wont be on the bench the whole time

well this week we have vacation... cha! cant wait- today me sammi and alli r gonan go to the mall. Were gonna do our gayy but funn lil dress thingy.

omg i cant wait to meet demetri sam!! omg im in the greatest mood like ever. I realli hope we hang out with them sat and i wanna meet mike too. I swear if he says hes ugly one more time im gonna kill him lol

so ya my lifes turnin around for the best i hope.

so ya im gettin my hair done on friday-- thank god b/c i dont even have banges anymore. They grew out so long. So i cant wait to get my hair done.

umm wat else ya i realli need a funn day today-- and im gonna have one and if it gets runined im gonna kill someone lol

well thats it

luv goes out to my bestfriends
sam and alli _ xox

<3 always mE!

w0w its been like forever!

2005-02-10T20:53:44Z

heyy ppl supp-- well its been like almost 2 months since i've updated. I think im gonna start up again on lj-- i did swith to myspace tho so i've been doin that...oh ya add me!http://profiles.myspace.com/users/13304443
sry dont kno how to do the link thing-- but anyway...alot has been goin on

um well where should i start? oh ya the biggest thing.. me and alli r cool. Were like bestfriends now and its great..and we talked and patched things up-- so im so glad were friends again.. um my grades were great in the 1st marking period but there starting to slip a lil... im not on the honor roll anymore but ill be back on it the 3rd marking period... my midterms were amazing and not so good:
math- 97 A+ cha bitches!!!
english- 96 A-- hellz yaa!
ss- C+-- not too bad b/c it was such a hard test
science 67 d+... not good but he mgiht have curved it
spanish-- dk yet still didnt get it back

um basketball was goin great i came back w.o my broken wrist... and ya it sux now-- i never play and if i do its for 2 min. and im not even kiddin-- my coach is an asshole...well hes not too bad in practice but in games hes a fuckin ass... and all he cares about is winning..well ya i can see but give me a fuckin chance will u! oh wait no u cant b/c im the FUCKING BENCH WARMER...LITTERALLY MY ASS IS TO HEAT UP THE FUCKIN BENCH-- ya so basketball sux and grades suck

um love life... haha thats a joke-- i dont have one... but alli is tryin to hook me up w./ danny's friend and i think ill hang out w/ him next weekend b/c she cant do anythin this weekend so ya hopfuly next weekend

no grades,no basketball and no love life... humm... nice life dont u think? well i always got my friends.

This is the shitty part-- i never see lyla =[ i mean i have no classes w/ her and when i see her in school its for like 5 mins... and we dont hang out that much b/c we have different friends...it totally sux tho b/c i dont wanna lose her as a bestfriend... i dont think i will tho but still...i mean im happy for her b/c her life is goin great and shes happy and im happy shes happy but still i miss her-- love you lyla!!

so ya i must say me sam and alli r becomming close and its great-- last saturday (2-5-05) was a great night-- haha all we need is corona and reeses puffs-- haa that was a great night...and i got to talk to jay<3 not souff <-- ugh! hate him... a new jay ahaha and he actually believed i was drunk haha how great-- amazing night...

so thats about it... kinda i dont feel like sayin anymore but thats the basic

oh ya my new hero is napolean dynomit!! -- fine gosh! -- friggin idiot! omg i love u napolean

im outtie

peace!!

Jackie,jacqui or jacky --> call me wat u want... x0x

why is everyone pissin me off?

2004-12-27T00:31:05Z

heyy peeps... supp? well im gonna recap the last 4 days

dec 22- it was my b-day!! finally 15 bitch!!! hellz ya. It was an okay b-day. I had a bball game(which sux b/c i couldnt play =( ) um we lost... good job anywayz grls. After i went out to dinner w/ the family... then came home and opened presents. Ricky got me a bestbuy gift card (cha luv it) and mi madre got me a camera ( b/c lyla broke my other one lol) my b-day was okay... couldve been better but oh well

dec 23- it was lyla,mar, liv and i's xmas dinner. It was soo much funn i luved it. So we had dinner then chilled and opened presents. Marlene was my 'secret' santa( not a secret tho)so she got me a red heart necklace(i luv it so much its gorgeous) and a like body stuff kit(soo cuute) and lyla ( we exchanged, ovbiously b/c were bestfriends) burned me 7 cds- kelly clarkson,ryan cabrera,dashboard connfessional,a mix, sugarcult,maroon 5 and... oh ya fall out boy(luv it)

dec 24- went to see the nutchracker w/ mi madre... omg it was so good... i luved it- trhen i went to my grandma's and grandpa's. Then went and chilled at lyla's. That was a fun day

christmas- omg i luved xmas-- so i opened presents at about 9;30-- i got
a new computer
pj pants
dvds
cds
jewerly
a nail polish box
a disc man
$$$
ummm... other shit
oh ya a family keyboard(sweeet)
i luved xmas. I mean not juss he presents but it was sucha happy day-- i needed that

sp i got alot of money for b-day+xmas a total of 470$ sweeet im mad rich but its all goin in my account (i chose to put it in there) tryin to save up fir important shit

so today i went to my dads and we juss hung out at his house- celebrated my bday. i got a nail care kit and $100 cha! needed it

um ya i get my cast off in 3 days!!!!!! cant wait i wanna play bball again.. god i can onli imagin wat my arms gonna look like haha it'll be great

um ya im startin to get pissed off at alot of peeps.... especially one- im sry but some of the decisions shes makin it bad and idk if i can deal w/ it any longer-- grl u better wise up and think about wat ur doin.... im realli dissapointed in her... idk wat to do about her....i juss dont kno...

well im gg

peace out!!

<3 always jacky

merry xmas

2004-12-26T01:30:32Z

merry xmas!! omg im juss updatin real quick-- so ya I got a new computer!!! cha! its actually not windows 95 its windowns xp!! omg im soo happy and excited. I love it so much. I have everything..burner,dvd player,scanner,printer(of course), fax and other shit-- and i can finally get a music program. They onli bad thing is that its in my basement but when i finish decorating my room its goin in there!! omg this is the best xmas ever!

well i gg ill update later about everythin else i got

<3 Jacky

x0babi_j0x @ 2004-12-21T16:15:00

2004-12-21T21:31:04Z

well ya havnt updated in a while

friday was my party-- it wasnt exactly a party more like a hang out for my b-day. i had lyla alissa alex liv and sam over. we juss chilled.. it was okayy... well lyla got me a gorgeous perce and the grind soundtrack, the usher cd and a mix-- omg i love it- lis and alex got me 20$ and a gift card to pacsun. Sam gace me 20$ and liv got me a body kit- its realli cuute

sat- i got my haircut- it looks so good. It was also lyla's winter solsice party. It was goin great until my mom showed up in her elf coustome. I was so fuckin pissed and i was in a bad mood for like the whole night- i started lightenin up and started havin a good time again- so i left lyla's at 1;30 and got into a fight w/ my mom tho

sun- i had my family party-- it was fun.. i got to see my cuz's. Sry u dont think jimmys hot lyla... oh and u went out it would be great. but ya i got like 230$ - cha!

umm ya so my b-days tomorrow!!! cha! cant wait... finally 15!

i get my cast off in 8 days-- cant wait ... i cant wait to start bball

well ya i joined myspace and when im done w/ it all ill give you the link

im gg

<3jacky

aww-- poor broken armed jacky...

2004-12-11T18:51:15Z

heyy ppl well if u hadnt heard already i broke my wrist-- idk how i accomplished that 1 but i was practicing at basketball and i was shuffling my feet and i tripped and kinda twisted my arm and landed on the thumb part of my wrist-- it totally sux b/c im missin bball there r some good parts to it tho:

1. im onli in the cast for 3 weeks
2. its my left hand (so i can still like write and get around)
3. i get a slave for 3 weeks lol
4. i can practice shooting w/ my right arm & get better

so ya but theres the bad parts:

1. can onli type w/ 1 hand
2. cant practice that much
3. takes forever to change
4. takes forever to shower
5. cant do / strighten my hair
6. and im in pain

good and bad things to it but wat r u gonna do

omg i cant wait for all the parties to start for the xmas and the plays im goin to

so ya im gonna see the nutcracker at the paper-mil play house xmas eve-- cant wait

um ya nuttin else to say im gonna go my hand hurts from typin w/ one arm

cya

much <3
Jacky

my b-day-- 12 dats
xmas -- 15 days

ugh...life...

2004-12-08T02:25:31Z

heyy sup _ so this weekend was okayy i didnt realli do much

friday- went to alissa's house w/ alex and we juss hung out_ but chris came over(?) idk y - that was like realli random since last i heard he like hated us and didnt wanna hang anymore...idk wats up w/ him. But friday we didnt do anythin juss hung out ... its like everyother weekend...booringg

sat- it was mi madres b-day. I went to the fair in the square w/ her...then we came home and i went to lyla's...we hung out and juss chilled- it was fun tho b/c i missed her and havnt seen her so i got ot hang out w/her but onli for like 2 hours =( b/c she had to babisit... but we were tallkin about all bunch of shit and idk so many things r bothing me lately-- like everyone... and everythin idk wat it is but somethins gotta change... then i went home and i cleaned my room- i baked a cake for my mom we had it- yummy-- it was realli good...and she opened her presents...that was my day

sunday- i decorated my xmas tree-- omg it looks soo pretty! i luv it

um today i had my first bball scrimage.. ya i played all of wat 3 mins? ya i must suck that much in conllins eyes for me to play for 3 min... w/e i juss need to work harder and prve to him that im good...and overtime ill get better(so everyone keeps tellin me)

omg i love dec! its amazing... i have soo much shit goin... i have so many parties and like plays omg this vacation will be amazing.... and my b-day is in 15 days!! cha! 15 bitch! cant wait

umm ya thats about it im gg

b-day- 15 days*
xmas- 18 days*

finally december

2004-12-02T03:07:16Z

yay its finally december-- i love this month its the best-- this is the month when im realli realli happi... the hoildays r great

so yesterday was deff. interesting- well in gym we were playin volleyball and the ball was coming for me and i should have backed up but i didnt so it like mashed right into my boob and of course i tryed to hit it w/ my boob haha it was so funni but realli embarrassing...everyone was like laughin and the kid i think is like realli hot was in my gym class and he had like a laughy smile on and was like starin at me..so humiliating

but anyway today in gym me and kirby skiped b/c hems wasnt there and we had no sub but we were supposed to go to room 123... opps! .. oh well- i mgiht get a detention but idk who cares tho-

so ya today i had a test in math and i didnt finish so i asked mrs.sherris if i couold finish it in starts and shes a fuckin bitch and said no-- i mean i can do that in spanish and ss i can get exrta time since i have iep and im in starts. so i failed my test b/c shes a lil fucker

um so i went shoppin tonight and got the cutest sweaters and pants omg i luv them- and i got skirts for conformation and xmas and other shit omg i luv it and i got some xmas presents- i cant wait to wear my new clothes there soo cuute

wmy b-day is in 21 days!! omg cant wait finally 15-- i hope its better then bein 14

and xmas is 24 days! YAY!

well thats it im gg
<3 Jackie

x0babi_j0x @ 2004-11-29T22:57:00

2004-11-28T04:14:44Z

heyy well havnt updated in a while-- alot of stuff has been goin on

umm wat first... wed. was the pep rally _ it was okay i mean i thought it would be totally different but it wasnt too bad... um wed we got report cards
spanish- A
ss-B
strats- A-
gym- A+
english- A-
math- A-
science A-

ya i kno amazing right?

but anyway i quit cheerin...its juss not me. I mean i feel so fake when i cheer b/c i have to be all happy and cheerful and thats totally not me-i mean cheerin was somethin new and i dont think ill continue. But anyway friday was my first basketball practice wow i must say i luv bball... and i can tell i got in better shape b/c i ran faster and i didnt pass out haha... but ya i luv bball and our team is realli realli good... i think this team could go far... i hope

um wat else- well thanksgivin was okay i went to my dads... he made dinner and it was amazing...then i went to my grandma;s for dessert... it was good

um today i had practice till 12;30...omg im soo sore right now i cant walk my legs r killin me adn my feet too...ouch they hurt but its worth the pain to play bball

so friday i went to lyla's or should i say katie miller omg lyla i luv u that was hte funniest thing ever- the best prank in the world... omg and it went on for like 30 min and his cuz hhahaha that was great -- um that night was okay ... it was like every other night tho

um tomorrow i have my dad and i might see the polar express- it looks so cute... um but then im chillin home b/c my body is acin but w/e

umm ya i think thats about it - oh ya thanx to lyla my bestest friend for doin my lj- it looks great thanx grl luv yazz

well thats it im outtie

countdown to b-day- 25 days
think of somethin nice to get me =)

Jackie<3

* i still find my heart runnin back to u <3

x0babi_j0x @ 2004-11-22T17:47:00

2004-11-22T22:47:43Z

not done yet..
<3ly

this is life...sometimes u juss get reject-live w/ it

2004-11-20T17:14:22Z

heyy so yeterday night was....interesting/good/horrible all at one...how so? ya this kid kamal likes me...like alot but i dont like him at ALL hes werid, and hes juss...kamal...idk this kid does not kno how to flirt idk wat the fuck is wrong w/ him but anyway hes tryin to talk to me and im juss like walkin away everytime w/ sam i kno its mean but its hard to explain i get a weird vibe around him and he makes me uncomfortable. I cant even be nice to him b/c hes so friggin weird so ya and his friend (jason...OMG) is talkin to me and shit and sayin like 'y dont u juss go and talk to him' im like tellin him i cant and im explain y and hes like tryin to hard to get me to talk to him.... now this is the jason who i havnt seen in 4 months and i havnt talked to him...hes the summer guy w/ all the history.. so this whole im like ya he hasnt talked to me in months and all we went thro he talkin to me about his friend(?) idk...but ya i like get upset b/c i told jason i odnt like him and their talkin to me all night and i dont wanan talk abou it so they tell kamal and hes realli pissed of and sad.. so wat am i supposed to juss go up to him flirt a lil mess around when i dont wanna? id think so its not fair to me so w.e- then other shit happened- that was the horrible part of the night

the best thing i have to say is seein jason_ hes juss... idk i think he got gorgeous(every1 but me thinks hes hot) and like when we liked each other he would never talk to me and then he comes up to me and talks to me i was juss blown away... but when we were talkin all the summer memories came back...and it wasnt good at all_ like im juss thinkin about everythin and startin to kinda..ya kno think hes amazing and shit and im juss like ya this isnt good, and im talkin to sam about it and i wasnt crayz aobut that- so at the end of the night were outside(btw were at the mall) and jason talks to me about it again and im like no i dont like him and he told me kamal like was smashin his head against the wall and glass im juss feelin like shit and alex is like dont worry about its not ur falut u dont like hima nd that stuff- so im w/ sam and will(<-- soo adorable i luv this kid to death) and im sayin how i kinda like jason and i told will aobut the summer and he gives me this werid ass look it was soo funny then i told alex and lis and alex was about to tell jason i grab alex's shirt and i like pull him toward me and it was amazing b/c he like fell on me and i had to catch him so he wouldnt fall on the ground- so ya alex is deff. gonna end up tellin jay

but we left the mall and we were talkin and kamal texts alex sayin 'game over' and everyones like aww and im like shut up. and i juss got so pissed- so i hate kamal and i dont even wanna be his friend b/c i kno he still likes me and ..no juss no

so thatnight was horrible but sam lis alex and will made it realli good for me...and also seein jason...ugh here it goes again

so ya i've got a busy day today- im goin to the caldwell fair thingy w/ mi madre- then mall w/ lyla liv and mar- then maybe dinner then mandees and a movie or somethin- i need this day after yesterday

well im outtie

PEACE!

LEAVE SOME COMMENTS BITCH!!!

longg time....

2004-11-17T21:00:18Z

heyy dudles-- well its been a realli long time

so ya um alot has been goin on.- this past weekend i was sick and didnt go out but on sat. night i went to lis house for a few hours. Sunday i had a wedding...well it was boring..considering im the younger like first cousin and my favor. cousin that i actually like and talk to was the one gettin married- so it wasnt that great... anyway

un this week has been pretty good. Um i found out most of my grades for the first mp
spanish- A
ss- B! ( never got anythin besides a C or D in my life...cha!)
strats- prob. A dk its my retard class so prob.
gym-a+
english- A-
math- A-
science- dk prob a A-

so basically im a genious...like i actually have stright a's and a B im amazing...i realli am and im so proud of myself too im so happy! chadum!

so ya theres this person i HATE like i HATE them w/ a passion...and i want her to fall off the face of the earth...and EVERYONE else hates her too like they thinks so sooo fuckin annoying b/c she is...and i kno u can all guess who it is....

KAYLA! obvisously! i hate the grl to death... she totally ruins cheerleading for me.... and everyone else...like everyone hates her and she thinks they like her but they dont and i kno b/c they told me and there my friends so ya... i HATE HER TO DEATH- and i got into another bitch fight w/ her and i told her shes annoying and a bitch and i hate her haha im soo good at tellin her off... oh ya and for the record me and kayla got into a fist fight in the summer... like a real fist fight and for the RECORD i WON- i KICK HER ASS...kayla dont u dare tell ppl u kick my asss b/c i have so many ppl to bac me up... ask melissa araba and anyone else...its a joke she thinks she can beat me up.. w/e bitch!

moving on.... so ya nick look-a-like is amazing...gorgeous and everyday we make eye contact and i wanna talk to him so bad but im a pussy and wont but ya hes amazing...ugh hes gorgeous...the hottest kid ever...well maybe not idk but hes deff. HOT! haha

um wat else.. so ya im doin basketball and cheerleadin...i can do both b/c again im amazing haha i cant wait it'll be great and i KNO the cheerleaders r gonna cheer for me in bball =D... but ya and im doin softball in the spring and i went to a meetin today- ya our team is gonna SUCK! its horrible - theres like 5 good ppl thats it! so im gonna start practicing and maybe ill get realli good and get bumped up to JV idk i doubt it but ill try my best

umm ya i gg i have cheering in like 30 min and i have to get ready so thats my long updatin-- ill prob. update in like 2 weeks b/c i never go online anymore...so yep thats it

leave a comment bitch! =)

peace out _ A-town

<3Jacky

so this is life as we kno it

2004-11-05T17:57:36Z

hey so havnt updated in about a week

halloween weekend(sat+sun) sucked -- i thought it would be better but it wasnt at all

this week was okay- im still realli confused about cheerin and basketball-- there r alot of reason not to do cheerin but all together i still luv it- its alot of fun and its like the best part of my day- then again i luv basketball too- i mean ill get in better shape for softball and cheerin - it sux tho b/c were sellin pies for cheerin so we can go to cheer gym adn i juss thought well im not gonna go b/c im not cheerin(b/c i was gonna quit and do bball) but not im confused once again-- ugh this is life

so anyway yesterday was an amazing day-- first lyla and i went to the track and ran- omg it was so amazing- then after we went to the mall- it was pretty fun- deff. the better day for me b/c i actually boguht 2 pairs of jeans cha!- then after the mall i was supposed to do my project - but then lyla came over for THE O.C!!! omg it was AMAZING! im so happy ryan and seth went bac home-- omg i loveee it - i was soo happy omg i love the o.c they best show-- ugh and i have to wait for my b-day for the 1st season- i cant wait till i get it-- after the amazing episod of the o.c we watched grind! omg the best movie everrr- they soo have to make grind 2 - it would be the best

so ya yesterday was so much funn-- idk wat im doin today-- stayin home to do my project then goin out tonight prob. so if u wanna hang call me

im gg - peace out a-town

<3 jacky

so this is life...isnt it?

2004-10-30T03:45:49Z

heyy all supp-- its been awhile and i've been so busy lately so i havnt had time to update...

okay recaping from last weekend

friday- well me lyla and marlene went to the mall and met up w/ lis sam adn alex(kinda) so we were in abercrombie and lis and sam and alex walk in to say hi and u kno then all of a sudden we turn around and they werent there so we called them and they were w/ mike and jason (old cg friends) and they juss totally ditched us- so we got sooo fuckin pissed- so we walked to the movies to see the grudge adn we juss ignored then and got into another bitch fight... adn blah blah blah the night went on

sat- was the best night ever!!! me and lyla went to the mall -boring- and we bought like 500 dounuts hah that was great. so after we all went to lyla's house and chill. It was me lyla sam marcus and liv. omg it was soo much fuckin fun. We juss basically hung out and we took awesome pictures omg they came out soo good- so that night was so much fun and i needed it --thanx guys luv ya!

sun- stayed home and did my hw - boring day

nuttin realli happened during the week- it was the same old shit

so today was realli funn- we had a half day. After school me,lis,sam,melissa, and araba- we went to dim sum and lyla and mar met up w/ us b/c they went to a gay club meeting (losers) lol luv yaz- after that me and lyla went drug fair to drop off the film from last weekend then went to her house- we after we were waitin for lyla's mom to bring us to the mall and then she had to call someone so we walked to drug fair and back in time and she was still on the phone lol- and the pics came out amazing i luv them- the best one was me jumping on lyla...omg loved it and my biker chiq pic omg amazing... so ya then me lyla and marlene went to the garden state plaza - omg i luv that mall .. it was sooo much fun - and then this guy came up to us and asked us if we wanted to model so lyla and mar filled out the card but i didnt b/c i knew my mom would kill me if we gave our number out and me+model= ya fuckin right-- but i was gonna do the acting one- i realli wanna act- so after that we went to lyla's and chilled b/c we were soo tired and we didnt wanna go out...so mar and ly were tryin on clothes and practicing modeling..u guys r soo gayy lol- so marlene left and me and lyla started talkin to her mom - omg this was the funniest thing ever- so we got into a convo and we started talkin about out houses and lylas mom was sayin how the kitchen was like fallin apart and she was talkin about everythin- i kno it was one of those 'u had to be there' moments i swear me and lyla were laughin sooo hard we had pains in our stomach- and omg ur moms laugh ly omg it was soo funni - she sounded like she was gonna fall on the ground and literally die of laughter- omg i luved it

basically tonight was amazing in everyway and i needed it

oh btw i mgiht get stright a's cha! times 10!! omg im soo amazing and im gettin so damn smart its scary well im gg peace out

<33 Jacky

my life is turnin for the best <3

2004-10-21T19:32:58Z

heyy- sup yall-- so ya lifes good... no wait...lifes GREAT! well it will be soon ( i hope ) so ya i like this guy and im hopin somethin could happen_ were hangin out this weekend_ tomorrow ! cha! cant wait ... my day totally brightened up right there when i found out - so ya this weekend will be amazing

friday _ mall w/ my crew and the guy i like <3 omg it'll be great- i hope somethin good happens -- after idk wat were doin we might go to lyla's house but i wanna go to the movies and see the grudge and then i might sleepover ly's house idk yet

sat- its GRLS POKER NIGHT! omg i cant wait it'll be amazing _ poker wat a great game...and no not strip poker lil cristina _ dirty mind u have! hah so ya

sun- is me and lyla's grind day haha-- were gonna watch grind ( best movie ever!!!) seriously if anyone didnt see it (and if u didnt ur a crazy ass mofo)well its got adam brody mike vogel bam margera omg u cant get better-- so ya lovin the movie so much

this weekend is gonna be great - i hope hope hope! <-- haha that was gay

so ya yankees lost last night UGH - so ya now boston <-- (u fuckin suck!!) r goin to the world series-- i was soo damn pissed i was actually gonna go to my tv and slam it on the ground- not even kiddin but i was too lazy to get up lol good thing- i was so fuckin pissed and still am but im hopin somethin good will happen tomorrow to cheer me up

well ya umm wat else... ya so cheerin i luv it- and the dance is actually realli good- kinda- but i have a HUGE like bruise but its like pinkish purpleish and it hurts like hell . One of our moves u have to go on the ground kinda hard and yaa thats it... ugh it hurts

wow long update _ im gg get ready for cheer! ah im in sucha good mood im like glowin right now ( and that NEVER happens )

peace out
A-town

<3 xo jacky

everytime i pass by you
my heart juss melts <3 *

x0babi_j0x @ 2004-10-18T13:26:00

2004-10-17T17:46:25Z

hey- i havnt updatin in about a week. I've been realli busy. Um god i dont ever remember wats been goin on. Well ya i made up w/ kay- were okay now-- not friends but were talkin n' shit so.. ya thats kinda clear. So school is goin realli good ( i kno surprise) im doin realli good in my classes(another surprise)- im hopin for stright a's and b's...at this rate i could get stright a's. Um cheerin is goin realli good- its kinda borin cheerin for soccer tho and we onli cheered for one football game which sux b/c there all away and we cant go to away games(?) but w/e- so im still not sure if im doin winter cheerin or basketball im still thinkin on that one-- oh ya btw if any grls want to cheer for winter jv cheerin- pleasee cheer we realli need more grls and its alot of fun-- so ya...

this weekend sux- friday i went to alissa's hosue and we didnt have cheerin- we juss hung out at her house and rented a movie- any given sunday- omg so bad. we watched like 25 min of it.

sat- yesterday i went to my dads house. I also got pink eye- which totally sucked- it hurt like a bitch- like i was in actual pain last night- i got better toward teh end of the night-- i wasnt that upset about not goin out b/c i got to watch the yanks game- i didnt see the end b/c it was after 12 and it was only the 7th inning- but when i last watched it it was 13-6 yanks hellz ya- so im guessin they won

so today im home-bored and alone =( w/ pink eye of course-- i might have to stay home tomrrow-- i'd love that...i need a break- the only bad thing is that ill miss cheerin- so maybe ill juss go in school late like 3rd period or somethin-- well imm gg

lyla i hope u come home soon i miss u dude <3 ya's

s/o to my tru peeps- lyla lis sam mar liv

peace out A-town <3 jacky

the lil things in life are amazing...

2004-10-09T02:41:25Z

its been awhile. Alot of shit hads been goin on and im not gonna say everything...but ya - school is pretty good- its not amazing but its okayy...cheerleading is realli fun_ i luv it. Im still confused whether or not i should do cheerin or basketball. It sux i cant do both =(-- but ya um life in general is okay-- pretty good actually could be better but then again so could everyone elses life

well the other day i talked to alli and i think were done forever- b/c u kno she juss says all this shit about her life and im done i cant take her crap anymore- im sure she doesnt care tho i mean in her own words " ya know, i realli wouldnt care if i lost jackie as a friend" ya okay well see..its funni b/c i was the onli one there for her but w/e

well tonight was okay - i went ot the movies w/ liv and sam -- we saw the forgotten it was alright it was good and bad at the same time -- but ya then i came home b/c their gay and couldnt go out w/e so im home and bored

im gg thats it for now

xo jacky

bad weekend

2004-09-26T21:47:36Z

so ya this weekend wasnt the best and thats wat i need

friday- i didnt go out till like 8;30 b/c of cheerin- so we went and hung out i cedar grove(verona's so much better)but we went to food town and met up w/ the guys then went to some like park thing- it was boring. we jus hung out- so ya there r realli coyotes in cg and the guys were llike scarin us and i didnt wanna belive them but its actually tru- so they went into the woods and scared the crap out of us and i twas actually kinda gay tho but w/e

sat- me and lis went to the mall and met alex and mike there- we went bac to mikes house. It was okay- we had to watch some movie called soul plane w/ snoop dog- omg sooo gayy- and then we hung out and shit

today- went to teh football game- omg it was soo boring- i hate football games. me lis and sam left early and went out to lunch - we went to lakeside then went to drug fair and hung out there for a lil and shit. So ya im home and bored and i so dont wanna go to school tomorrow- plus the fact that alissa got me sick and i feel like total shit

well ya so clubhouse premires tonight omg i cant wait jeremy sumpter is soo fine i cant wait to see it- well im gg do my hw

cyaz
Jacky<33

omg its been forever! so much shit has happened-- ughh...this is life...

2004-09-24T02:24:21Z

wow its been like over a week. So much crap has happened. Lets start from friday night

so friday was the pep rally and it was sooo much fun- i loved it. The varisty grls cheered and did realli good and the jv grls(me) cheered in the front bleachers it was awesome- so the best part was the varisty boys soccer team came down and they all were talkin then we were all counting down from 10 and after the stripped- holy shit the best things ever and man they were like all amazing so that put a huge smile on my face- nice goin guys verrryyy good idea =)-- so after the pep rally we were tryin to figure out wat to do so Kayla decided to go to hildys w/ her cousin & cuz’s friends b/c hildy wanted to like get w/ her so he used kay for her cuz so me lyla lis liv Lindsey alex mike and chris went bowling- and I had a really funn time there….

Sat- me lis and liv go to the football game and we see evan sam and kay and I go to them like HEY! And kayla’s like um go away – get the fuck out of here I don’t wanna see u—so im like um wtf and im like w/e I didn’t come to see you I cant to see sam and evan so me and lis walked away and liv ditched us =(-- and they kay was talking shit about us- so me and lis got bored so we left and went to bagel café b/c we got hungry and we met up w/ Lindsey and then alex and mike came and we went to alissa’s house—and then all shit happened….kay evan and sam were so pissed at me n lis for no reason- so were all in a HUGE fight- their were soooo many phone calls and we were like cursing and all shit—im not goin into detail b/c its long but basically it was me vs kay- that was the real fight and kay called me out to a fist fight but if we went out then we’d get kicked out of alissa’s house and I’d get kicked off cheerin so I didn’t and so she was talking shit about me all night and all this shit so w/e— other then all of that it was a good day b/c I got to see my bestestfriend ever lyla!! Luv dudle – ur never replace =)—and I mean it was fun b/c every1 cheered me up- so after everythin like settled down and we went outside and waited for lyla to get picked up. So we see allie comin down the street and she sees us and we yell allie and she gets out and were juss chillin outside for a lil- then lyla leaves and I walk allie home and the guys leave and its juss me and lis—we juss hung out and talked about that whole long terrible confusing day- and that was that wonderful day

Sun- I went to my dad’s and we didn’t do much we juss idk actually I forget wat we did

So anyway school like goin really good I had a bunch of tests and I did amazing on them
Spanish—2 quizes both 100%
ss- tet- 83%
English- 2 projects 95% & 90% and quiz 92%
Math- 90%
Science 96%

I kno I kno im getting so fuqin smart now I cant belive it either

So ya other then the whole fight everythin is good- me and sam r cool again and me and evan r OKAY we talked today – to today I had cheerin for soccer and after me and evan talked about things- so my brother and I drop off colleen and I come home and kayla’s mom is talking to my mom on the steps the first thing I say is ‘holy shit!’ idk wat the fuck she was doin but she was sayin shit about me and kay’s fight- not like my mom gave a shit anyway lol—but w/e

So ya I was talking to lyla tonight and me and her r gonna be a human penis for Halloween haha omg I swear that was the best convo we ever had- we’ve changed our castums like 100x but w/e omg Im lovin it tho I really am

And btw lyla u will never ever be replaced I swear- u mean the world to me and ur the BEST friend I have ever had- I luv u sooo much grl and I would take a bullet for u—haha it sounds like were like fuckin goin out or something haha that’s amazing- but ya this weekend is gonna be great w/ a capital G haha

Wow this entry is REALLI long im gg now now umm leave sum bitch!!!!!!

Special shout out to lyla!!!!!! Luv yazz
And s/o to the jv cheerleaders- lis liv sam marcus Shannon alli Lindsey and colleen

S/o to alli- omg I luv u and missed u and I hope u get better – all I ever wanted was for u to be happy- I still luv ya grl always and forever! <33

Love always the one and onli Jacky or jacqui I guess lol ( soo many nicknames I like jacky better wat do u think?)

This is life....THIS is how it goes...

sometimes life is realli confusing...

2004-09-12T21:26:19Z

heyy ya'll-- so yesterday i went to the car wash for cheerin- it was actually realli fun- i had a good time there- after i went home and got ready and then went to the mall w/ lyla sam and evan. I returned 2 shirts and got different ones b/c the ones i had were long sleeves w/ hoods and i didnt like them so i got different ones. Then we met up w/ kayla marcus lynn(kays cuz) and her friend(idk her name). SO we walked to the movies and we saw celular. OMG i loved that movie- it was sooo good. The guy in it was sooo hott. So after the movies me and lyla went to mike's and alex was there. It was so much fun- even tho we like juss chilled and hung out it seemed different and i had a great time. SO basically yesterday was a realli good day for me

today im home- i didnt feel like goin out and i have to clean my room and do my hw =(- but ya nuttin realli new_ well idk wat else to say so im gonna go

adios dudes!
<3 jacky